A scar that never heals

In 2011, I had made a pact with myself never to yield the pen and write poems out of depression. But looks like I have again gone back to depression now and before I could realise, I penned this down. I hope to never write something silly again.


A scar that never heals

The scars were old and already deep
And I could do nothing but weep
And with this cut, it begins to hurt
As the pain begins to flirt

These scars never seem to heal
And they may have struck a deal
But I'm a fool to fall into the trap
When I know I shall end up in a pile of crap

Sometimes I wonder what it is with me
I know I'm not a pretty sight to see
I guess I'm just a body with a huge lard of fat
But I guess I like to be that.

They say no pain no gain
But I did try and it was in vain
Nothing good came out it ever
When I looked fifteen kilos leaner

Every time this happens I build a wall
So high that I cannot hear anyone call
But when I decide to come out in the open
It's all with a hope against hopen

Time to get back once again into that shell
For I know I'm better off being in hell
As I don't seem to have any such luck
And I can bet you from a dime to a buck!



I do hope to stop penning these stupid lines soon.


VG